About This Blog

No one is chasing after me. I’m chasing after myself. I’m not here to preach, complain, sell you anything or solve your life’s problems. I’m here being me…all of me. Everything is part of my unfinished story. For some crazy reason, in spite of myself, I’m experiencing something profound and completely undeserved. And, I can’t stop thinking about the need to share it all — what I’ve already lived, and what’s yet to come. I hope the story of this journey compels you to chase after yourself and find your place of fulfillment, faith and joy in the craziness. Life is so much more than what others tell you it should be, or needs to be…but only you can find it.

Blissfully Dependent

Independence. We seek it. We’re recognized for it. We’re even rewarded for it. But why? It starts in school…during parent/teacher conferences we hear phrases like “she’s a independent worker, you should be proud.” And it doesn’t stop there…we even see it in performance reviews at work as a measure of success. And, even in everyday [...]

Beautifully Vulnerable

Fear is a funny thing. It’s not always obvious. It’s horribly uncomfortable. And, it’s often taboo. Relational rejection. There. I said it. That’s my biggest fear. Now it’s out there. It’s ironic really. Ironic because I love being completely open. Ironic because I love the freedom to be real…raw…and human. Ironic because I love seeing [...]

Insufficiency. Inadequacy. Fullness in Grace.

Me:     Who is this person? God:     The person I envisioned long ago. Me:     I’m incapable of all of this. God:     You’re right. But that’s why I’m working through you. …that’s why I’m working through you. The past two months of my life have been fascinating. Mind-boggling. Overwhelming. Exciting. Exhausting. And, mostly [...]

Living AND Loving? Or Living TO Love?

I’ve always loved people. I’ve always loved loving people. I think most people do. I believe most of us love loving others because it’s literally what we were made to do. I’m not talking about ooey-gooey sappy Valentine’s Day love. I’m talking about the compassion that oozes out of you when you surrender your entire [...]

A Fine Line Between Craziness and Courage

First watch the video (at least the first 30 seconds). Then, let me guess what is going through your head… • That was awesome. • What were they thinking?! • I’d love to do that, but never would. • Why would anyone do that??? • They are definitely crazy! Did I get any of them [...]